I’m halfway through my last year of undergrad, and whether I acknowledge it openly or not, I think hard about the mid-future, as if it is happening in 30 seconds. 

With that being said, I have a few goals. Why not speak them into existence. Claim them before they happen? That’s the faithful way, right? 

*No particular order* 

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financial/professional

—>MBA from top 15 program

—>2 stages MAX away from corporate executive position

—>student loans paid off

—>donate $kk,000 to church, Riley(I was a Riley kid), Alpha

—>manage a diverse portfolio over $KK,000

—>keep assets > liabilities

—>financial partner in clothing boutique/line

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social

—>meet President Obama

—>meet Nia Long

—>court side at a Kobe game

—>attend BET Awards

—>Egypt, Brazil, Germany, Spain, Jersualem, Japan, France(again), England(again), Italy(again), China, Mexico, Australia 

—>100 shoes in new collection(return to sneaker head as a past time)

—>stay below 200lbs

—>sustain good health

—>still be able to dunk!

marriage?kids? there’s no time table. 

can i be a friend?

i mean with out the r though?

cuz you are dope though.

but that’s not something you know

can I smoke you up?

are you ready?

I told you i was allergic to right?

straight I am, and that’s why I’m asking you as a friend

without the r, can i go left?

and make another left, then go up

but most would ask down

i’m not experienced with drugs

i’ve never smoked, bare with me

but i know where the high comes from,

what lies in the center, right?

you’re dope though

and i’m a friend

without the r, can i smoke you?

put my lips around the edge of the blunt

 circle, circle 

to seal it up, get the edge wet, you know?

i’ve never wrapped it up before

but i’m interested in the center

so i prolly need to lick a lil more

to get it ready to be lit

i know i have to use my hands, fingers

it’s a precise process, takes time before

it can get lit, to be smoked

Jada 

u r the omega of my heart
the foundation of my conception of love
when i think of what a black woman should be
its u that i first think of

u will never fully understand
how deeply my heart feels 4 u
i worry that we’ll grow apart
and i’ll end up losing u

u bring me 2 climax without sex
and u do it all with regal grace
u r my heart in human form
a friend i could never replace

Tupac

could communicate her thoughts sexually, the world would be free. sexual tension stays built up and it effects the way in which they interact with the world.

but they live in fear. In the fear of being judged for sharing. 

so don’t share. With anyone. But….that ONE. If he is like me, then he will be pleased to make your love button speak the word, voila. LOL.